" A Day of My Life "

موضوع: " A Day of My Life " الجمعة مارس 19, 2010 11:29 pm

" A Day of My Life "

12:25am Sunday, 12/ August / 2007

" I'm now only 15 years old, in 5 months I'm going to be 16… WOW.. I'm growing up, I can't wait till I become 18… then, when I'm 18 and I had finished the 3rd secondary class (baccalaureate) and I'm going to go to university… to study what I like (media)… and I'm going to be in my own way realizing my dreams, and achieving everything… "
" I wish I'm not dreaming right now… but really I can't wait.. it's not about being older.. or being able to do whatever I want to do after 18… No!.. it's not about that as it was never about that point…. It's all about one thing only, it's all about being able to study something I really love… and after studying I'm going to have a job that I really like… It's about improving my skills with everything.. "
" I want the perfection with every thing I do, and even if I was making something big, if that big thing wasn't perfect, I would not do it… it's all about perfection and maybe fame…"

موضوع: رد: " A Day of My Life " الجمعة مارس 19, 2010 11:30 pm

Well, well, well!
What a dreamer I was (and still)!!! Yes, I'm growing up and I'm becoming older and at one point the word (wow) won't be the right world to describe that, maybe the right word will be (what a pity! Or too bad I’m old now)…
Being 18 doesn't mean being whoever you want t be, it doesn't mean doing whatever you want, either! I know it wasn't what you meant, girl! But I just wanted to explain that!
Anyway, you may be now in the place you've always wanted to be in, and you're studying now the only thing you wanted to study, but , unfortunately, you don't love it at all, you're not even any close to love it!
I know that (u & I) are still seeking the perfection but with time I understood that seeking it, is enough to achieve it, but I'm not working any harder to achieve it!
You made the things you wanted to come true, and now they're your reality, but the feelings you thought that you'd be having now didn't come true, coz I'm no longer excited about what I'm doing right now, I'm not in love with it, and as usual I totally hate it!!!!!!!

موضوع: رد: " A Day of My Life " الأحد مارس 21, 2010 5:23 am

so practicing English
well you were kinda dreamer at that age Smile

, and its good to be like that , after all at some point in our lives we should be!! in 18 we all turned realistic even though i was never much of a dreamer myself, and why do hate it know????? college i mean
i've always wanted to study media , but it was like a dream that would never come true , but here we are in the present moment, studing media in damascus university!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! who would've ever seen that coming?!!!!???
anyways ..... to be honest with u im not surprised with the studying or the subjects, cuz i lowered my ecpectations and that's both smart and stupid thing to do!!!
there is one thing im surprised (with/about) ...... people ......... i've always said that people are alike , and im always surprised with how much i was right!!!!
im gonna stop talking here cuz i already made it long enough ..... so for now bye
cat

موضوع: رد: " A Day of My Life " الأحد مارس 21, 2010 8:36 pm

Thanks for the comment Sarah Black, and thank you of course for sharing us your opinion..
Well, lowering our expectations can be a one way out, but if it becomes a life style, it'll become devastating, and eventually it's gonna destroy us! It's no healthy at all to wonder around with low expectations!
So, let's dream big, and why not? Let's have big dreams, let's go after them and let's achieve them, wasting our time working on our dreams to come true, is much better than wasting it on low expectations or even no expectations at all.
Coz, as in personally, only the big dreams keep me alive, and help me go through my rainy days.
And Thanks Again Sarah Black! Smile

P.S. I like long things!

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